Ali and I screamed, I just looked back and see my brothers!!
Me: Ah!!! Oh my god! Guys!!!
Zayn, Liam, Harry and Louis jumped on me and hug me! After that, they hug Ali and Louis carried her; we were so happy!!
Ali: What an amazing surprise!
Liam: Oh yeah! You didn't think about that I'm sure!
Me: Let's have a sit outside guys!
We went to the BBQ place and set down on the sofa and the chairs.
Me: What are you exactly doing here men?
Zayn: We didn't want to stay at London anymore because there's nothing to do there...
Louis: Yeah, and it's been a long time that we haven't been in Ireland: I mean almost 1 year ago!
Harry: We'll stay for few days in Mullingar 'cuz remember our tour become in 3 weeks and...
Me: Yeah, hum, let's talk about that later... So, that was why you didn't call me since the webcam call!
Liam: Yeah buddy! We wanted to make you the surprise of your life!!
Zayn: And vas' happening! You really were surprise!
Louis: So, where will we sleep?
Me: I don't know... You didn't call any hotel?!
Harry: We thought you should find us a house to sleep...
Greg: You can sleep here, isn't it Niall?
Me: Well, if the parents agree, you can! But, let's talk about the rooms... we only have guest rooms... and Ali & I already sleeps in one! You can't share just one room for you four!
Greg: If you want, I'll sleep at my girlfriend house, and Niall & Ali would sleep in my room; and there will be two of you by room.
Louis: But is it okay for you, Greg? I mean, because of us, you have to sleep at your girlfriend's...
Greg: Oh that's alright! That's really good for me, 'cuz my parents can't oblige me to stay at home; I have a reason to sleep at my girlfriend now!!
Me: Yeah! So who sleep with whom?!
Harry: I think we know...
Louis: I'm with Hazza!!!
Liam: No way?! Okay, I'm with Zayniboy, but we'll sleep at Niall's room!
Zayn: Yeah, I need to see where he had been during all this time without us... in which place exactly had he slept and stuff...
Zayn made his weird face of inspector... yeah, Zayn is strange... but I missed him so much however!
Me: Lou and Hazza at the 2nd guest room?
Harry: Okay... that's alright for me. What about the bathrooms? Do we have to share the same? I mean with your parents and stuff...
Liam: Ew... hum, I mean, answer Niall please...
Me: Don't worry, there's one shower for my parents, one for me & Ali, who was Greg's one... and... you four have to share the same, the guest's shower.
Harry& Zayn (laughing): I have to share thesame mirror with them?!
Me: Come on guys! We made that in the tour bus!
Zayn: You said that 'cuz you have one shower just for you and your girl! But, I'll make an effort: one rule, like in the tour bus... the first who wake up go take his shower first!
Liam: And that's why I have to say, sorry guys for you're waiting ! Haha, world is for the people who wake up soon!
Harry &Louis &Zayn:Hey! NoI'll wake up before you...No me!I'll do!
Me: Wooo! Guys!
Louis: Okay, let's talk about that tonight. Now, we didn't talk too much to Niall's girlfriend... (He watched Ali)... Hello you! (With a funny look)
Liam: So, you sleep everyday with Niall?
Ali: When I can...
Zayn: Mmm mmm... does he always farts?
Harry laughed so badly. They just had made me red!
Ali: Why? Does he farts with you? With me he hasn't ever do that... wait, oh yeah he did it when we ate yesterday, and the day before, and all the days he ate potatoes I think!!!
Me: Hey! That's not fair! Ali I thought you weren't in their game!
They all laughed so badly but I didn't. Well, I laughed after, I mean, it's only with them that I can be really myself. And of course Greg and my parents: they're the only people I trust. But now, I understand that Ali is also a people that I can trust. She's not like others I think...
Greg left the room for preparing his clothes.
Liam: We have other new!
Me: No! What else?!
Harry: Danielle and Eleanor will come in Wednesday!
Me: Really?! That's so cool!! Hey, (talking to Ali) honey you'll be able to meet those girls, they're amazing!
Louis: I think they will love you Ali... well, because we love you, they must do it too!
Ali: They look gorgeous... I hope they'll appreciate me.
Liam: You'll see there are really normal if you know them! Oh, and they'll arrive Tuesday at night and they'll sleep in a hotel... and they'll be with us Wednesday and will go on Thursday morning.
Me: Oh, so they'll stay just for one day... And what about Perrie, Zayn?!
Zayn: She's on her UK tour with her band... but she'll call me tomorrow by webcam, and she would talk to Ali!
Ali: Wow, I don't know what to say... she looks nice I think, and she sings very well! AmaZAYN to meet!
Zayn: Ha ha, amaZAYN like you said!!
Ali: Guys, you're really like brothers 'cuz you all want your girlfriends to meet, and to be friends: like all brothers I mean....
Louis: Yeah, that's the bros 1D conception: when one of us has a girlfriend, he has to present her to us, and we agree if she's good or not, like bros you see... and if we really like her, we present our girls to her... So that means we really like you Ali!
Ali: Oh thank you but I don't know what I did for you to like me...
Liam: You just made Niall crazy and happy in his life!
Zayn: Yeah, he was waiting for a “princess” when we all had girls... And you appeared!
Harry: I don't have a girlfriend...
Me: It will come men!
Harry became a little sad
Louis: Hazza, we're sure that a girl will love you like you will too... but for now, you're mine and isn't it good?!
Harry jumped on Louis.
Louis: Hey, let's have a biggy huggy together, my lovely carrots!!!! And you too Ali!
We made a big hug together on the sofa where Louis was underneath us. Greg arrived from his room and laughed when he saw Louis...
Greg: Poor Louis! Well, I have to go now guys! My girl is waiting for me! Niall, explain all to the parents!
I get out of the sofa and made a check to him.
Ali: Bye Greg!
Zayn &Harry &Liam &Louis:Bye bye!!
Greg went out.
Me: I have an idea; let's go to the restaurant that you all love, the Italian one!!
Zayn &Harry &Liam &Louis:Yaaaayyy!!!!
Ali: Yeah! Pizza party!
We went to our own rooms to prepare ourselves, and we went to the restaurant. That was a really nice night!
Narrateur : Alison
Mercredi 18 Juillet 2012 -12h28
On avait passé 4 jours avec les boys : ils étaient adorables et ils m'aimaient beaucoup. On avait beaucoup de délires ensemble... Je passais quand même mes journées avec Clara & Laura comme on se l'était promis et elles avaient même rencontrés les gars : ils s'entendaient bien. On avait aussi fait des soirées avec Brendan&Brandon et Sean, et les gars les aimaient bien aussi. Et au fait : Clara & Brandon étaient enfin en couple, mais Laura hésitait pour l'être avec Brendan.
Eleanor & Danielle venaient d'arriver la veille à Dublin, donc aujourd'hui, on s'était décider d'aller à la plage de Dublin avec elles. On voyagea donc dans un vanne tous ensemble, à savoir, les 1D au complet, Sean, Brandon & Brendan, mes louloutes, et moi bien sur. On fit 1 heure de route de Mullingar à Dublin et on récupéra les filles à leur hôtel. Elles sautèrent dans le cou de leurs chéris respectifs et dirent bonjours à tout le monde. Elles venaient de me rencontrer et étaient très sympas avec moi, elles s'entendaient heureusement aussi avec Clara & Laura. Ah, au fait, j'avais rencontré Perrie Edwards, la copine de Zayn, et elle était marrante et sympa avec moi.
En tout cas, j'étais super heureuse de vivre tout ce qui m'arrivait : j'étais amoureuse de Niall, et il l'était aussi, j'étais entourée de mes louloutes, j'avais retrouvé des amis exceptionnels d'enfance et bien sur, j'avais rencontré des personnes magnifiques ! Rien de mieux pour des vacances que de vivre tout ça dans le pays où j'ai grandis en plus ! J'aurais voulu que çdur TOUJOURS $)
Mais bon, là tout de suite, je vais taper Louis car on était tranquillement entrain de bronzer (entre filles, pendant que les gars s'amusaient dans l'eau) quand ce gosse nous a toutes soudain aspergées d'eau !!
Danielle &Eleanor:What the fuck,men?!!
Laura: My towel!!
Louis: HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Did you see your face?!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Les autres gars qui n'avaient rien vus et qui étaient encore dans l'eau se retournèrent quand ils entendirent nos cris. Harry, Niall et Sean étaient morts de rire tandis que Zayn, Liam et les jumeaux vinrent nous aider.
Zayn: Oh my gooood!! Poor girls!
Liam: Louis that wasn't fair, look at them!
Brendan: They were totally dry 2mns ago...
Danielle: I hate you Louis!!
Eleanor: Girls, we need revenge!!
Moi: Oh yeah he will understand everything after that!
Laura &Clara:Let's catchhim!!!!
Louis courra de toutes ses forces vers la mer tandis que 5 filles enragées lui courraient après ! Eleanor couru plus vite que nous toutes et sauta sur le dos se Louis puis elle le fit tomber dans l'eau et nous la rejoignîmes pour mettre Louis dans l'eau totalement. Il cria car ses cheveux étaient totalement dans l'eau et qu'ils s'aplatissaient sur son visage.
Eleanor: Hahahaha!!!! Who's laughing now?!!
On se tapa toutes dans la main et on frima un peu auprès de Louis. Très vite, tous les autres mecs nous rejoignirent et on se mit tous à se marrer. Louis porta soudain Eleanor sur ses épaules, Liam fit de même, et Niall essaya de me porter sur ses épaules mais il glissa donc il me porta dans ses bras, et Brandon porta aussi Clara. Du coup, Brendan porta aussi Laura et tout le monde fut heureux qu'ils aient finalement fait le premier pas. Zayn, Harry et Sean s'amusèrent entre eux. On s'éclata encore 1 heure et quand il fut 13h30, les gars eurent super faim, surtout Niall ! On alla sur la plage et on se sécha. Puis on bronza un peu le temps que Niall, Liam & Sean aillent acheter de la bouffe pour nous tous. Les jumeaux étaient avec Laura & Clara (Brendan & Laura se draguaient beaucoup) ; Eleanor, Danielle & Louis bronzaient à côté, et Zayn & Harry se mirent à côté de moi.
Zayn: You don't want this moment to end, right Ali?
Ali: Yes, of course!
Harry: I think you were made for Niall...
Zayn: Yeah, he looks at you with stars in his eyes and stuff; he's really in love with you I think!
Harry: I've never seen him like that, if you knew!
Ali: Come on guys! That's so nice... you're sweet with me! I didn't think you were like that you know... I thought you would go here, see me and just want Niall to go quickly with you and let me forever, just... I thought you would tell him to continue his life and to let a girl anonymous like me alone.
Harry: You're not like the others he met, and we saw that! That's it!
Zayn: Yeah... well, you thought we were celebrities who don't care about the normal people... but now, you see we're like you after all... and Niall is exactly normal like you inside.
Ali: I wish this moment will be forever... but I know it will end. You'll probably go back to London in 2 weeks or something, for your tour.
Harry: What? Hum...
Zayn lui fit soudain comprendre qu'il devait se taire, je les regardai avec un air interrogateur puis ils m'évitèrent du regard. Je n'insistai pas et je fermai les yeux. Quelques minutes plus tard, quelqu'un me caressa le visage puis me fis un bisou sur la joue, j'ouvris mes yeux et vis Niall. $)
Niall: Let's go eating babe!
Moi: Hey you! What will we eat?
Liam: We bought cocas, fries and sea food!
Sean: Yup, breaded fish, breaded shrimp and breaded squid!! And of course, Oreos for dessert!
Moi: Mmm, great menu guys! Well, let's go! Wait, where will we eat?
Brandon: Let's eat in the tablecloth that Niall took!
Louis: We're... 13 I think, will it be enough big for us?!
Niall: Yeah, everybody will know where to sit for making bigger place on it! (Il me fit un clin d'oeil)
On se mit tous alors sur la nappe que Niall avait emmenée et on fut très serrés! Et chacune s'assoyais comme elle pouvait sur son chéri. On mangea très bien et j'allai près de Louis qui m'avait appelée pour qu'Eleanor apprenne à mieux me connaître... on entama alors les Oréos. Je discutai avec Louis, Eleanor, Laura et Brendan quand soudain Niall, Zayn & Harry se mirent à chuchoter pas très discrètement.
Harry: Niall, when will you tell her?!
Zayn: Yeah, seriously it's better to tell her the true before she learns it by other way!
Niall: I'm not ready for saying that...
Moi (me retournant): For saying what Niall?!
Les autres s'arrêtèrent de parler et se retournèrent tous vers nous.
Zayn: Oh oh...
Harry: Tell her Niall.
Moi: What the fuck guys?! Tell me, I'm feeling stupid...
Niall: Honey, hum... our tour will begin in 3 weeks.
Moi: And so?!
Niall: You probably know that I must leave Mullingar soon...
Je ne dis rien et mon c½ur se serrait petit à petit. Ne me dîtes pas que c'est bientôt :(
Niall: We'll go on Saturday.
Moi: What? In 3 days?!! Why didn't you tell me Niall?!!
Niall: I tried yesterday but you...
Je me levai énervée face à lui en le regardant de haut. Il évita mon regard, puis Harry le poussa à se lever. Il se leva alors et baissa du regard.
Moi: Why didn't you tell me before?!! You could tell me when the boys arrived, like “Baby, we'll go next week” or something... now I'm looking like an idiot! I thought you'll go in 2 weeks or something! Just few days before the tour!
Niall: I just was afraid to say good bye soon... and...
Moi: You prefer this kind of good bye?!
Niall: Ali, I wanted to share every day with you and didn't want to hurt you because if I had told you before, you would be sad during those few days that we had... And I just didn't want to think about it you know...
Moi: Niall!! You would like to tell me the day of your departure?! You thought that it wouldn't hurt me, seriously?!!
Niall (il haussa le ton): Ali! Don't scream on me! I didn't want to do that! I wanted to tell you that latest day than possible that's it!
Moi: And so?! Is it better now? Am I so happy than you thought, right now?!
Niall: Come on! Ali everybody is looking at us! Why don't we talk about that at home, and just enjoy this beautiful moment with every body!
Moi: I can't do that! Not being myself and trying to be happy when I'm not! And Niall, I hate that you wanna talk about all our problems laaaateeer!! Always later baby, later baby... It's enough Niall! Oh sorry everybody if we disturb this moment, really...
Les larmes me montaient et les autres ne disaient plus rien... Mes copines étaient totalement tristes sur le coup et les 1D étaient gênés... en plus Eleanor & Danielle étaient mal à l'aise. Niall me prit par la main et m'emmena loin de la nappe. On marcha main dans la main puis on s'arrêta pour s'assoir sur un banc, à 20mètres des autres. Puis je lâchai sa main et regarda la mer. Il me fixa.
Niall: What did you think?!
Moi: Nothing. You don't care about what I am feeling anyway...
Niall: Hey! Ali I didn't ever say that! Come on! I'm trying to enjoy everyday with you without thinking that we'll be separate one day... but true life is always hard and this day would come anyway... I just wanna say bye to you softly you see... I really love you, but I have to go this Saturday... I can't let my band for...
Moi: For me, I see...
Niall: Ali! Who know, maybe we'll be able to be together! Maybe after my tour we'll see at London, and we'll maybe be together all the time... Well I would sing with the boys but I'll always have time for us you know!
Moi: Or not... Niall, I think it's time.
Niall: What?! Time for what? (il essaya de me prendre la main, mais je m'éloignai)
Moi: Time for ending the dream buddy...
Niall: Why do you say that?! I know I made many faults but nothing can change that we'll be in love forever! Seriously Ali, don't leave a beautiful lovestory that we made...
Moi: I didn't want to make that Niall. But now, I really think about all your life. (Je le regardai enfin dans les yeux, il avait envie de chialer) Niall, I'm not like you, and maybe Eleanor, Danielle & Perrie can be easily with Louis, Liam & Zayn but I can't. I need to be with you everyday, but it's not possible. That will hurt me so many times if we're together one day and if the day after, you have to leave me for going in a tour.
Niall: But we'll work on it! I'm sure!!
Moi: So after your 1month and a half tour, you think we'll be in love like before?! I think we won't be able to. Niall seriously, we lived a wonderful lovestory J You see, I promised to never be in love after Yoan, but when I saw you again, you changed my life and you made me watching my life with a other look.(je lui pris la main et c'est lui qui ne me regarda plus alors que je le fixai)Niall, I love you don't forget that but it will hurt both of us if we have to leave each other all the times...
Une larme coula sur sa joue et il fixa la mer. Je baissai les yeux et la fixa à mon tour.
Niall: So, what will we do now?
Moi: I'm going back to Mullingar by plane, and I'll go at your home, get my stuff... finish my holidays in Mullingar with Laura & Clara and go back to France on august. And you, you'll go with the guys at Mullingar and enjoy your few days in Mullingar. And on Saturday, you'll go to London, and after to your tour in the USA. We forget about our entire story, and I live my life without thinking about you. You do it too. You'll probably meet others girls, and I'll probably meet other guys. And that's it. Just think that these holidays haven't ever existed. And that our friendship when we were kids hasn't done too...
Une larme coula sur mon visage puis il tourna tendrement ma tête vers lui, on avait les yeux tous rouges tous les deux. Il plongea son regard dans le mien...
Niall: Do you really want all of that to happen?
Moi: I don't want to but that will happen.
Niall: Never forget that if you feel bad, eat Oreos, and think about us and about all we lived. About how we were made to be together, about how I loved you, how I told you all the time you were my Ali... about all the smiles we exchange when you called me Buddy... Remember that even if you think you'll have to forget about our entire story since we were 3years old. Will you promise me to remember that?! If you really want me to go, I let you because I want you to be happy and you'll probably be happy if I'm not in your life anymore, but please, promise me to don't forget us, like I'll do.
On se fixa du regard et je me noyai une dernière fois dans ses yeux bleus. Je mis ma main dans ses cheveux blonds et il me chatouilla une dernière fois le ventre. Puis on se serra fort la main.
Moi: I promise buddy! I'll always remember about us don't worry. Well, Niall, I have to go.
Il ne voulu pas lâcher ma main mais je le forçai un peu. Les yeux tout rouges, j'allai dans le vanne et je pris mon sac. Niall était resté sur le banc et tous les mecs se dirigèrent vers lui. Je fis la bise à Eleanor & Danielle qui étaient restées sur la nappe, choquées. Puis Laura et Clara prirent leurs affaires dans le vanne aussi.
Moi: You mustn't do that, girls! Just stay with your boys! You'll come back with them! We'll see tomorrow at the hotel...
Clara: Baby, no way, we'll go by plane with you!
Laura: Yeah, Ali! We must do that! We'll see Brendan & Brandon later 'cuz we have all the time to see them.
Moi: No no no! You stay because it's your chance Laura to be finally with Brendan after all... and Clara, I saw that Brandon wanted to be with you again in the water. You have to stay; I'll go alone at Mullingar, that's it.
Clara: No Ali! We took our decision, we'll go with you!
Laura: Yes, we promise to be with you here in Ireland all the time, whatever happens, so we respect that promise!
Moi: My wives, I love you if you knew!
On se dirigea alors vers un taxi et on lui dit d'aller à l'aéroport national de Dublin. Je vis par la fenêtre Niall qui était dans les bras de ses fréros qui le consolaient... pendant ce temps, Laura & Clara envoyaient des bisous à leurs chéris. Mes larmes coulaient lentement mais durement dans le taxi; j'étais dans ma bulle, et j'écoutais comme toujours ma playlist sadique de Coldplay.
On arriva à l'aéroport et Clara acheta les billets. On resta 1heure dans la salle d'embarquement et mon téléphone vibrais sans cesse: c'était Niall qui essayait de m'appeler; ça me fesait vraiment très mal au c½ur de ne pas oser lui répondre... si je répondais, et que j'entendais sa voix, je m'effondrerais. Puis, l'haut-parleur annonça alors que les passagers devaient aller dans l'avion. Mes larmes coulèrent...